STORY OF MY LIFE PT. 30 BY JAKE MCCLINTICK 11/18/19
My soul is too much most like having autism. Love dealing with soul. Most like good God king, can heal my soul. Love is only help I have to deal with my not so nice thoughts about my autism.
Very much like being included in God’s plan. I am part of most heavenly love, able to serve God by most I am able have ability to do on any most day. My life is not limited by my living so helpless. Only need to most have love in my heart.
Not my thoughts most in control. Father in heaven wants to make me new again. Stopping such big hate is not impossible for God. Hate is a big lie. God cares me and can help me if I believe He lives in my heart. I want life of love, not hate.
Most happy to learn only must choose. I believe in God’s help. I only have help eager to have heart not having hate. Really starting to trust I am here loving purpose.
Most helpless, can’t live like other people, but God in my heart I get real good purpose no matter autism. Have better days with love, have better home God heart.
Regardless, this low-tech alternative communication system has been an answered prayer for us both. At the age of 22 he began expressing his very personal thoughts and feelings more fluently with me (his mom), and it was his idea to begin writing “The Story of My Life” one day. This was his 26th entry to that story. He is diagnosed with severe autism as well as intermittent explosive disorder.
He has given me permission to share his story and our conversations. He continually expresses his desire to “find purpose” to his life…I hope his willingness to share will help others learn about this misunderstood condition known as “autism” that has so much to teach us all.